4.12.16

Hello Purple Royal Bloggers it has been a while I'm sure..
Anyway a lot has happened :D

I have been writing a lot and calling my friends.  I have more boys as friends then ever :D which is so much better then having girls as friends. I mean don't get me wrong I love my girl friends but some of them get to involved with drama. :/

ANYWAY :)

Check me out on Wattpad.com  its great :D
anyway, today I went with my grandmother and mom to bible study and a giant raccoon jumped out scaring the heck out of me :O

it was fat and running sideways.. I think it was rabid.

(not a lot to talk about.. its like.. midnight.. I'm tired)

Jeez Thats freaky

Hello purple royal bloggers, don't know if i like this lime green ink so i changed it to blue... anyway


TODAY THE MOST FREAKY THING HAPPENED!!!
I HAVE A BOY (WHO IS MY FRIEND) AND I HAVE NOT SEEN HIM IN MONTHES AND I WAS SITTING IN A restaurant and I THOUGHT I SAW HIM o_o IT WAS NOT HIM... I HOPE.
 I LOOKED LIKE A PIG READY TO PORK OUT!  then today i was on Facebook and one of the photos on my page was a girl SHE LOOKED JUST LIKE HIM I FELL BACK IN MY CHAIR AND FREAKED OUT BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS HIM...




maybe i just think way to much about him these days O_O

Moving WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello Purple Royal Bloggers, Bad news and good news... bad news is always first that way the good news can wash it away... or so it seems...
anyway so here it is
BAD: Moving away from my friends and my grandparents (the only family i have besides my sisters and parents)  and we are moving away from my beloved town where i was born and raised... my friends next door (Haley ava scot Sophie)  they are moving and i think they moved today :( without telling us and we will never see them again  -cries-

GOOD NEWS: NEW HOUSE, WE WILL BE ABLE TO HAVE SLEEP OVERS WITH OUR OTHER FRIENDS, DAD WILL BE CLOSER TO WORK AND WE WILL HAVE MORE MONEY.


still... the bad news kind of over rules the good :(   -cries-
we are thinking about moving this month or next month :(

the diary of lapita

10.26

oh sweet diary, so much has happened again.

my mother rushed into my room and knelt before me and begged me to forgive her, i shook my head in disbelief, then i knew what had happened.  its time for me to get married... to a man such as a prince and you wish for me to do what ever you want when i become queen.... mother im fourteen years old young and unlawful and a witch... what prince could want me? i said sitting on my bed gracefully as i pulled a tissue from my cabnit and threw it down to her.  '' you are sarcastic and a no good witch indeed... but im your mother and you will marry the prince and you will forgive me and you will let me tell you what you are going to do'' she yelled  
tsk tsk tsk i said wagging my finger at her as a smile appeared on my face, i have the power mother... i said.  '' you ungrateful witch i will whip you and beat you till the smirk disappears i can pay girls to pretend to be you and marry the prince and be wrapped around my finger'' she said standing up. i felt scared, i stood up and curtsied and ran out of the room, guards bring her to the punishment chambers! mother yelled. i felt arms brush against my waist as two large men grasped my arms and waist. i struggled to get free. ''whip her till she begs for  forgiveness even if it means death'' mother said grasping my chin, ''tsk tsk indeed'' she said walking off.  mother! i screamed as the men tied my arms to two polls, i felt my dress rip as men ripped it off my dress, undergarments were only left. i felt one man laugh as the other crackled the whip to scare me.  they whipped me hard and fast, i kept my mouth shut and closed my eyes through out it, i felt a door open as another man approached me, he told the guards to release me, i looked up and saw a blurry shadow, i felt arms pick me up and i fell asleep. now i am at lock... a funny castle in my bed i am in towels because i was so beaten.  i wonder who the man was? and how did i get here? 

the diary of lapita

10.20

its been six days since i have seen you my blue diary. i missed writing down my sadness and concerns about my cousins... 

my cousins are crying all the time, i knock but when i do they stop crying and do not answer. i wonder if they will ever be the same, im very hungry and bored from sitting in my room all day and all night except to do my lessons which are also very boring. my mother looks at me with disgust when i get D's in English. mother i simply do not understand it as much as you wish of me... im not sorry i disappoint you because i did nothing wrong i stated.  '' your are rude and unlawful little witch and you will be an amazing peasant if only i let you but im a wonderful mother and i take pity on you'' she said grabbing my ear and throwing me to the ground. i heard my dress rip and tears filled my eyes as i smiled and shook off the dust, thank you mother for taking pity on me... since either you know it or not when you die. i will become something you would have forbidden i said spitting in her face.  ''your cousins will take your place as my respectful daughters and you will be nothing but a forgotten royal blood child with no home and no love''  she said snapping her fingers as guards ripped my off my feet and threw me in my room roughly. i still shiver with fear at the moment when i was thrown. 
im scared, what if my mother is behind my aunts death? what if my mother plans to poison me? what if she throws me in the dungeon? what if i die?  these questions are swimming around my head... i must sleep goodnight blue diary. 

The diary of lapita

10.14

the most horrific thing has happened, my aunt holly is dead she has been poisoned! my dear aunt... she was about the only one who noticed i existed her children my cousin Shelby and lily will be staying with us till they are old enough to get married, im excited about this since me and Shelby are very close and lily is a dear toddler that i like to carry around all day much to the dismay of my mother since she says '' it will ruin your posture and will make your chest grow thin''  but i have not seen my dear cousins in three years. i hope even after their mothers death they will still be as sweet and charming as i remembered them!  i know that is an awful wish but i never really experienced hardships... well if you count a mother who slaps you and calls you names all the time a hardship... but i don't seem to mind it any more.  i see a carriage arriving  in our garden passage oh what a delight! i shall write later.

midnight

i know i should not write at this hour... but i must. my cousins arrived dressed in black robes not showing their faces, they were carried by butlers to their rooms where they refuse to leave till the month of November so they can have time to mourn their mothers death.  im very upset since i too have to wear black and sit in my room and not eat till November. it is clearly not fair since she was not my mother! 

The diary of Lapita

Hello purple royal bloggers, i know sometimes i put chapters of books i may or may not write. 
well this chapter is going to be a book i will write :) 

10.13

its a Saturday and its cold. everything has been rather boring, today all i have done is sit in my chair and study all that i need to know to become a countess. but most people say '' a countess is a widow to a count'' and that is where you are wrong.  my cousin luvac is very strong and smart and people voted him the next prince but nothing is as it should be... he died that night from drinking poison. mother says i must stay in my chambers till the culprit is found. i shall not obey nor shall i care what she has to say, my mother cares very little for me since i'm her fifth child and not as important as the first four. i'm the only daughter though and i assumed i would be favored but as i said nothing is as it should be.  but you must be wondering why does she wish for me to stay in my chambers and be safe? no.. not because she cares for my well being she wants me to marry the new count of lock. which i shall never abide by since he is the most ugly and loud being i have ever laid eyes on. nevertheless i must continue studying to be a countess.. which means widow... and my mother says the count of lock is not healthy and will die shortly after our marriage... and i will be a countess.  is that supposed to make me feel better my queen? i asked sarcastically.  she smiled coyly because she knew where i was getting at. ''i will kill him if i have to... to make sure all of my children are royal and first class''  but mother surely you don't expect me to give birth to an heir with a man who shall die do you? i asked flipping my fan in front of me shyly.  '' you will not have a child in your womb... after your wedding day i shall kill him and you shall pick a new husband you love... but first we must make you countess''  she said flipping her fan in front of her face.  oh but dearest mother you are so pretty and wise but what if the man i love is a farmer? i asked raising my eyebrows with pride for i knew this would get her angry.  '' a illiterate  man from the peasantry?! never!  my dear... lapita  your mouth may be the death of you''  she said wrapping my long brown hair between her fingers,  '' shut it or loose it'' she said slapping my face as she stood up and walked gracefully down the stairs.  this memory is making me sad... i shall retire and write more tomorrow.