the diary of lapita

10.26

oh sweet diary, so much has happened again.

my mother rushed into my room and knelt before me and begged me to forgive her, i shook my head in disbelief, then i knew what had happened.  its time for me to get married... to a man such as a prince and you wish for me to do what ever you want when i become queen.... mother im fourteen years old young and unlawful and a witch... what prince could want me? i said sitting on my bed gracefully as i pulled a tissue from my cabnit and threw it down to her.  '' you are sarcastic and a no good witch indeed... but im your mother and you will marry the prince and you will forgive me and you will let me tell you what you are going to do'' she yelled  
tsk tsk tsk i said wagging my finger at her as a smile appeared on my face, i have the power mother... i said.  '' you ungrateful witch i will whip you and beat you till the smirk disappears i can pay girls to pretend to be you and marry the prince and be wrapped around my finger'' she said standing up. i felt scared, i stood up and curtsied and ran out of the room, guards bring her to the punishment chambers! mother yelled. i felt arms brush against my waist as two large men grasped my arms and waist. i struggled to get free. ''whip her till she begs for  forgiveness even if it means death'' mother said grasping my chin, ''tsk tsk indeed'' she said walking off.  mother! i screamed as the men tied my arms to two polls, i felt my dress rip as men ripped it off my dress, undergarments were only left. i felt one man laugh as the other crackled the whip to scare me.  they whipped me hard and fast, i kept my mouth shut and closed my eyes through out it, i felt a door open as another man approached me, he told the guards to release me, i looked up and saw a blurry shadow, i felt arms pick me up and i fell asleep. now i am at lock... a funny castle in my bed i am in towels because i was so beaten.  i wonder who the man was? and how did i get here? 

the diary of lapita

10.20

its been six days since i have seen you my blue diary. i missed writing down my sadness and concerns about my cousins... 

my cousins are crying all the time, i knock but when i do they stop crying and do not answer. i wonder if they will ever be the same, im very hungry and bored from sitting in my room all day and all night except to do my lessons which are also very boring. my mother looks at me with disgust when i get D's in English. mother i simply do not understand it as much as you wish of me... im not sorry i disappoint you because i did nothing wrong i stated.  '' your are rude and unlawful little witch and you will be an amazing peasant if only i let you but im a wonderful mother and i take pity on you'' she said grabbing my ear and throwing me to the ground. i heard my dress rip and tears filled my eyes as i smiled and shook off the dust, thank you mother for taking pity on me... since either you know it or not when you die. i will become something you would have forbidden i said spitting in her face.  ''your cousins will take your place as my respectful daughters and you will be nothing but a forgotten royal blood child with no home and no love''  she said snapping her fingers as guards ripped my off my feet and threw me in my room roughly. i still shiver with fear at the moment when i was thrown. 
im scared, what if my mother is behind my aunts death? what if my mother plans to poison me? what if she throws me in the dungeon? what if i die?  these questions are swimming around my head... i must sleep goodnight blue diary. 

The diary of lapita

10.14

the most horrific thing has happened, my aunt holly is dead she has been poisoned! my dear aunt... she was about the only one who noticed i existed her children my cousin Shelby and lily will be staying with us till they are old enough to get married, im excited about this since me and Shelby are very close and lily is a dear toddler that i like to carry around all day much to the dismay of my mother since she says '' it will ruin your posture and will make your chest grow thin''  but i have not seen my dear cousins in three years. i hope even after their mothers death they will still be as sweet and charming as i remembered them!  i know that is an awful wish but i never really experienced hardships... well if you count a mother who slaps you and calls you names all the time a hardship... but i don't seem to mind it any more.  i see a carriage arriving  in our garden passage oh what a delight! i shall write later.

midnight

i know i should not write at this hour... but i must. my cousins arrived dressed in black robes not showing their faces, they were carried by butlers to their rooms where they refuse to leave till the month of November so they can have time to mourn their mothers death.  im very upset since i too have to wear black and sit in my room and not eat till November. it is clearly not fair since she was not my mother! 

The diary of Lapita

Hello purple royal bloggers, i know sometimes i put chapters of books i may or may not write. 
well this chapter is going to be a book i will write :) 

10.13

its a Saturday and its cold. everything has been rather boring, today all i have done is sit in my chair and study all that i need to know to become a countess. but most people say '' a countess is a widow to a count'' and that is where you are wrong.  my cousin luvac is very strong and smart and people voted him the next prince but nothing is as it should be... he died that night from drinking poison. mother says i must stay in my chambers till the culprit is found. i shall not obey nor shall i care what she has to say, my mother cares very little for me since i'm her fifth child and not as important as the first four. i'm the only daughter though and i assumed i would be favored but as i said nothing is as it should be.  but you must be wondering why does she wish for me to stay in my chambers and be safe? no.. not because she cares for my well being she wants me to marry the new count of lock. which i shall never abide by since he is the most ugly and loud being i have ever laid eyes on. nevertheless i must continue studying to be a countess.. which means widow... and my mother says the count of lock is not healthy and will die shortly after our marriage... and i will be a countess.  is that supposed to make me feel better my queen? i asked sarcastically.  she smiled coyly because she knew where i was getting at. ''i will kill him if i have to... to make sure all of my children are royal and first class''  but mother surely you don't expect me to give birth to an heir with a man who shall die do you? i asked flipping my fan in front of me shyly.  '' you will not have a child in your womb... after your wedding day i shall kill him and you shall pick a new husband you love... but first we must make you countess''  she said flipping her fan in front of her face.  oh but dearest mother you are so pretty and wise but what if the man i love is a farmer? i asked raising my eyebrows with pride for i knew this would get her angry.  '' a illiterate  man from the peasantry?! never!  my dear... lapita  your mouth may be the death of you''  she said wrapping my long brown hair between her fingers,  '' shut it or loose it'' she said slapping my face as she stood up and walked gracefully down the stairs.  this memory is making me sad... i shall retire and write more tomorrow.  

TOBY MACK

HELLO PURPLE ROYAL BLOGGERS! TOMORROW IM GOING TO SEE TOBY MACK EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK  IM SO EXCITED :) WISH ME GODS BLESSING AND I MAY SEE YOU THERE!!!!!!! (WHO EVER U MAY BE)   LOL :D

Wood...Legs...back...OUCH

Hello purple royal bloggers, today i cleaned most of the bathroom.... yay....................  anyway i went to my grandparents and put wood in their barn, its hard work!  geez my back and my legs are killing me! but its all worth it when you look at your grandparents and know they will be warm in the winter! :)  i love those guys <3 

SELFIE DIET O_O

Hey purple royal bloggers its Olivia here :)   i just wanted you to know how this diet is going ( i have not told anyone on the blog about it)  I HAVE LOST 23 LBS  :D  im so thrilled :) embarrassing part of this blog is I used to be 232 LBS and now im 209 :)    (im bad at math so...)   never the less its pretty hard... i mean if i see a whoopee pie i want it!  LOL anyway, my face looks  a little less chubby, hopefully my belly does :3  since that was the BIGGEST issue ;)   :]    pray for me :D

10.6.15 THAW

Hi Purple Royal Bloggers, How are you? :)   today has been crazy, i know its still morning and all but i woke up to my sister screaming and laughing because scarlett (my cat)  was chasing her around trying to bite her toes :O   it was very funny, all though at the time i was upset because... she woke me up! i have school in 20 minutes, im super excited, im not very very smart or a nerd or anything like that but i luv school :)  my favorite is health class and history :)  (i wanna be a nurse)   Its cold though... the windows are foggy because its warm in here but FREEZING OUT THERE~!!!!!!!!    ugh i hate winter.    my sister and me figured out something! there are actually five seasons in a year, we made one up :)   January= winter  February = Thaw  March =Thaw

well you know about spring!  December= winter,   so you see its pretty cool if ya think about it, we added a season called THAW  after winter before spring :)   thanks so much for reading my blog  

KISSES   AND HUGS   XOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXO <3  -OLIVIA

Gotta be firm

Sup purple royal bloggers! (oh my gosh i said sup)  today has been... interesting i went outside to play with our... ''friends/neighbors''  and well one of them was being very bratty, bossing people Around bossing me around and whining and complaining about not getting his way, i told him to go inside and sulk and not play with us if he was going to act like that! sorry im not having a child (on my lawn) boss hit scream kick and throw a fit play with us... i just cannot stand it... so i punished him, in a good way for im not his mom! i told him to leave us alone if he was going to act like that... listen you have to be strict with kids... if they treat you poorly then you need to show them that they need to respect you! (btw they have to be at least 3 years younger then you)  if they are older treat them how you would want to be treated... you see im offering babysitting, but i refuse to let kids misbehave.. i refuse to spank or lay a hand on the kid... i mean time outs is one thing for a babysitter to do but spanking is wrong for a babysitter to do! i like babysitting babies... as long as they are at least four months old. i have a lot of experience with babies :)  anyway... but if a kid misbehaves be nice but be firm... (depending on what the kid is doing wrong)   ANYWAYS  that's all bye! -Olivia

Hey um im back so....

Hello purple royal  bloggers... whoa it has been soooo long since i have written... my excuse is i have been super busy! like no joke... :)  school is... well school ;) it could be better but ill tell you about that later :) anyway i wanted you to know im back and i will try writing at least one blog a week or day depending ;)